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teen angst

summer sucks. my dad has tendonitis so now i'm not just a slave to the house i'm a personal servant. i'm griping i know...
i started seeing a guy right before i left home for summer. he's about 2 hours drive from me but he'd love to visit except... he's a pakistani muslim and my parents would disown me if they found out! yeah i know not so risky sounding to most ppl but to me it's just about the riskiest thing i've ever done. well okay contemplating suicide once was certainly a lot worse but i never was anywhere close to doing it, which is a bit different than committing serious midnight smooching :-O. Meanwhile i am struggling to find out what the hell i want to do with my life so I can write it into a nice little essay, well okay maybe 5 essays to send out for scholarships. and to apply for grad school. gah. I want summer to be over lol

 

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idaardella
Jul. 4th, 2008 04:42 am (UTC)
Aw, hon.

Dated a Pakistani? Check. Been there. (I think he was officially muslim, but he was really so 'not' anything religious that it didn't matter) Mine was a grade A jerk, but if you really like yours, then go with what you think is right for you. Especially if you are over 18.

Contemplated suicide? Check. Been there. Hope you don't feel that way right now, but if you do? Please please please talk to someone. Anyone.

Dad has tendonitis? No, haven't been there. ;)

Writing essays about what you want to do with your life? Nope... haven't done that either. Good thing, 'cause I still don't know what I want to do with my life, except to be happy and be the best person I can be. Sometimes that's enough of a goal to aim for. (but that doesn't help you with your essays... sorry... lol)

((hugs))


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